ITS GOIN DOWN

Chop, Chop, Chop, Chop I luh'da Way these Bills drop.

heh..Their finally going down and pretty soon I will find myself comfortably sitting behind a steering wheel depending on me myself and I. This I realize has nothing to do with ANYBODY, unless your getting a ride from me, but I can't seem to contain my joy. its been well over a year since I have been in this predicament and now due to hard work, this chapter has come to a close.

January Class starts again for me.

Febuary My Car returns for D.Lo on the street once again.lol

no more debt. no more rediculous spending.

and finally

October my Move to North Carolina, leaving me here in Jersey City by my lonesome to Fend for myself..

Its gonna be tough, yea, but I'll make it. Specially without that safety net of Parents to fall back on. Most ppl i kno that move out of their house usually stay pretty close to their parents. Until they can seriously support themselves and starte their own families. Mine on the other hand, ONCE AGAIN, decide to move all the way down to NC. which for me (with no other immediate family in the area) means im left to survive on my own with no comfort of being able to mooch off of them (not that I ever really did except for a roof over my head).

Its time to take life seriously and not F**K around at work. Time to save money and prepare for the long haul ahead of me.

Peace, Love and D**K Gloves.

Chrono-"i"-llogical

The end of 2008 is drawing to its conclusion at an unusually fast rate. Its a race againts time, for in order for me to attend the Spring Semester, i need to pay off all this debt by the end of the year. Putting in 16 hours daily at work does not seem to speed things up either, rather it seems the hourglass is stuck halfway turned. Lets see how the rest of the year turns, hopefully in my favor, there are currently 78 more days until the end of the year, and that gives me 5 more paychecks(crap thats cuttin it close). Well before my ramblings continue, Let me cut this short with some positive attitude.

I WILL FINISH PAYING MY DEBTS OFF.
I WILL ATTEND SCHOOL IN THE SPRING.
AND I WILL MAKE IT ALL ON MY OWN.

muahahaha! adios F*&%azzzz....:)

~I wish~

I wish you the only happiness, its what you deserve.
I wish you nothing but smiles
I wish you laughter.
I wish you tears, of happiness.
I wish you no more pain.
I wish you the best.
I wish you the companionship you deserve.
I wish you better.
I wish you would wake up in the morning with a smile on your face.
I wish you would say goodnight to the world with a smile on your face.
I wish you romantic hugs.
I wish you romantic kisses.
I wish you romantic moments.
I wish you romantic love.
I wish you fond memories.
I wish you to build fond history.
I wish you seasons of bliss.
I wish you nothing but the best.
I wish you much success.
I wish you no loneliness.
I wish everyone to see your brilliance.
I wish everyone to see your beauty.
I wish everyone to see your humor.
I wish everyone to see your personality.
I wish everone to see your loyalty.
I wish everyone to see your quirks.
I wish everyone to dismiss your faults.
I wish everyone who doesnt like you.....TO SHUT THE FUCK UP THATS WHAT.
I wish everyone to experience your company.
I wish everyone to see what I see.
I wish you to get all you give.
I wish others to treat you the way you treat them.
I wish you the best iCarly episode ever.
I wish you to travel the world.
I wish you the best of muffins.
I wish you the best of cupcakes.
I wish you the best guy.
I wish you the best birthday.
I wish you the best of the best of the best.
I wish you to meet that werewolf from twighlight.
I wish drake would say hi to you one day.
I wish you go to an ABDC episode.
I wish you to dance your life away.
I wish you to find what you dreaming of.
I wish you to dream of what you find.
I wish you no more slipping in the snow.
I wish you poems of love.
I wish you random letters of love.
I wish you suprise hugs.
I wish you random stops for hugs.
I wish you no more running into poles.
I wish you no more walking through wet grass with sandals.
I wish you to frown upside down.
I wish you the best hairline ever...oh wait.....too late.
I wish you the best flan you ever tasted..i guess you'd have to cook it yourself.
I wish you the best date in the world.
I wish you your fantasy to come true.
I wish you no more lowlives.
I wish you no more lies.
I wish you no more anguish.
I wish you no more tears.
I wish you the best burp ever =)
I wish you the best year at college.
I wish you the best grades.
I wish you would know why i act the way i act.
I wish you could just understand.......=/


TRR.

The Greater the Risk, The Greater The Reward.

The sea breeze was so refreshing, so rejuvinating. It was almost as if an angel were blowing upon the two of them as they sat on the perfectly warm sand, observing the sun wave goodbye over the deep blue horizon. They had been sitting in this spot for about an hour, relating about there lives and past experiences. they had both been on a business trip, that was necessary for the company. Funny how things work out, the 2 of them growing up together, same school, same friends, now same job. Best friends is what they reffered each other, but more seemed to lurk under their own horizon.
"This is so beautiful." he said to her as he leaned back on the palms of his hands
"it really is..you dont see these scenes in the city..too many damn buildings." they both smirked as she said this. for some apparent reason, this evening seemed different then the one's they were accustomed too.
Their love lives were a mess. Just like every other average person, they had their ups and downs, their loves and crushes, but neither had ever found that "one."
she finally broke the silence, "how is it that the sun can be so far away and-"
"-and still be able to light up the best features of your face" he finished her sentence in an unexpected way. It had been a while since he had felt some type of way, never having the courage or even the certainty to say anything. He just went for it at the moment, wondering if it was the right thing to do. It deffinitely was too late to turn back now.
She suddenly stared at him for what seemed to be an eternity.
"thank you" she said silently after a while, and turned back to stare at the Flying gulls. He sensed some bewilderment in her words. As if "thank you" was not really what she was supposed to say.
"You always seem to understand me, to be able to listen and relate to all my problems...I dont know..its weird...you just..make me feel so special at times" she said out of nowhere. It surprised him, it sounded as though she was inviting him to continue on this path that he so yearned to walk.
"Its not hard to make you feel special. Its like me asking a diamond to shine...it just comes natural..all i do is try my hardest to make you smile, its always been like that since we were kids, and it will always be like that." He fought so hard to find the perfect words to say at this moment, for he was afraid one wrong thing can change the tide of the coversation just as one little pebble in the sand could change how the wave may look once hitting the beach.
"I wish all guys were more like you, I seem to always end up with the loosers."
"Not everyone knows you like i do, not Everyone will appreciate how good of a person you are."
He kept thinking to himself as to what he should say next, the perfect line, something smooth. Then he realized, they have been friends all this time for a reason, she obviously like something about them. He felt foolish for trying to think of nice things to say when all he had to do was be himself.
He turned to her and looked at her until she turned to look at him. The breeze stil continuing to caress both of their faces, giving their hair minds of their own. He started to feel so nervous, the staring seemed to be locked in place, frozen in time. Yet this is how he wanted it, he wanted this to never end. For this is what heaven must feel like........
"I......" he started
She looked at him puzzled, then smiled. The smile gave him warmth and actually helped build his courage.
"I........Love you" he said....
"hehe..I know I love you too." she said not quite understanding him..
"no....not li-........I LOVE you." He didnt even give her time to answer, something grabbed a hold of him and he went for it.
He leaned over slowly and placed his lips on hers, half expecting her to turn away. But she didnt, they made contact....and at this moment he realized that he finally found her. She had been right in front of him the whole time. and he finally found her. Her lips were soft and warm againts his, the gulls singing and the Chorus of the soft waves in sync with them. It really was heaven, he thought.
Ironically the sun completely concealed itself under the horizon at the same time their lips parted, bringing the night. As if as the day ended and the night began, so did their old relationship end and new one was born.
"I love you too, I always have." she said, grabbing his face.
"The stars never looked so brighter."
" huh? silly your not even looking at the sky." she giggled and whispered.
"sorry" he smiled "I can see them in your eyes."

The cherry popper

Bored as hell @ work..this the first of maybe many entries in this..i wonder if anyone will read it...well il deffinitely continue writing.
partly because this is the only sound that is being made in this quiet ass building and because it i s a time killer. who kno's maybe someone will enjoy this one one day.
so i like to read alot on my spare time...currently reading "pop goes the weasle" by james patterson. pretty good about this detective named alex cross (its in a series of books that began with "along came a spider").
(if you havnt noticed im not too fond of capital letters right now, haha..im jus too tired to reach over to the shift key at the moment.

So im still trying to decide in which way to steer my blog...intellectual with quotes and insights on life....advice.....random news and my opinion of it....tv..movies....anime(which im secretely in love with)

IF ANYONE FINDS THIS.PLZ HELP ME WITH MY IDEAS..lol...comments are aprreciated