Reminder

It seems as if I'm telling everyone, every second of the day, how I really cannot wait for my boys to arrive. I want to show them the love I was not shown, the feeling of being wanted, the motivational talks that will drive them to be anything they want to be. I know that sounds pretty cliche, but i just want to be around them as much as I can and talk with them as much as possible. To help them grow into successful men that we will be proud of.

I want to remind them every day that I love them. I want them to actually hear the words from me, not to just know that I do. I want to remind them every day how important they are to me. I want to remind them every day how much I want them around, and how I want their wellbeing. Im curious to see how a family with open communication will develop under these circumstances, as I did not grow up in one.

Lots of fears in my mind, but I'll try my best with my little boys. I just hope they'll realize how much they really mean to me.

Signing out,

Dee